wow, school is really putting pressure on me, there is so much work I have to do. I am officially a student since August this year. I'm studying Social Work, bachelor. It's really interesting, and I feel like I have something to work for again. To focus on. I've had the first exam week of this year, I passed 2 out of 4 tests. But I scored 9 out of 10 on my first exam! I failed two tests, but I couldn't go to school for 3-4 weeks because a vertebra shifted in my back. I'm doing much better now! It's still painful, but at least I am able to go to school. Next exam week I have exams of 9 courses. My previous exam week was 7 courses, they just test multiple courses in one exam, because they only can take a certain number of exams at a time. Sneaky, huh? I'm just gonna try and see where I'll end. I'm doing much better than the last time I wrote a blog. I'm accepting the fact N. is happy without me. Now it's my turn to try and be happy without him. He'd want that for me. I just try to focus on myself now. I want this.
Love,
Rose