I'm happy and scared at the same time. A friend of mine, J.(this is a girl!), is teaching me to ride a horse. It's pretty cool! :) I like it, even with the scary moments in it. I felt like falling off it a few times, but I didn't, luckily! And I'm scared my body isn't letting me any more in the future, it's kind of getting worse lately. But yeah.. I'll just have to accept it. I better do it now and enjoy it, than when I look back at this moment over a number of years and think, wish I did it when I was able to... Well, better not think to much about the future, we're living now. So... School isn't going really well either. I really don't want to go any more because of F. But I have to, sometimes. Didn't go today, but don't feel well either. So... I'm out of inspiration... Guess this is it already for today. Luckily I got K. to cheer me up! <3 I'll just keep doing what I'm able to do, I've just got to enjoy things now.
Love, Rose