Hi everyone.
Sorry it's been a while.. I mess everything up. My intern ship, my friendships, my study, my life.. I hate myself. I am one big failure. I always stood up again when life got me down, but I don't really see the point of that any more. I'll screw up anyway, sooner or later. I don't know what I'm still doing here. I don't want to give up. I won't, probably. Everyone will see how I really am, a failure. They will all leave me. And I'll be left alone. I'll never come out of my bed again. Probably you're thinking I'm just looking for attention now.. But no. If I wanted that, I got people to go to. This is just me and my thoughts, and of course my fears and feelings. Negativity, yay. Sarcasm? Duh. I just don't know what to do any more. I don't want to give up. So I won't. I just need to find a way... Wish me luck. I'll probably need it.
Love,
Rose
Sorry it's been a while.. I mess everything up. My intern ship, my friendships, my study, my life.. I hate myself. I am one big failure. I always stood up again when life got me down, but I don't really see the point of that any more. I'll screw up anyway, sooner or later. I don't know what I'm still doing here. I don't want to give up. I won't, probably. Everyone will see how I really am, a failure. They will all leave me. And I'll be left alone. I'll never come out of my bed again. Probably you're thinking I'm just looking for attention now.. But no. If I wanted that, I got people to go to. This is just me and my thoughts, and of course my fears and feelings. Negativity, yay. Sarcasm? Duh. I just don't know what to do any more. I don't want to give up. So I won't. I just need to find a way... Wish me luck. I'll probably need it.
Love,
Rose