Hi K,
Thanx for your reaction on my blog. I couldn't really talk with you, that is one of the reasons we ended. I won't start about what you did to me, I don't want to dig up the past. All I know is that N. listened to me when I needed him to, so I talked with him a lot. And he probably won't come back, because I didn't give him what he needed. He'll be happy. So I have to find a way to handle that. I can't stay focused on my feelings for him, that will only get me hurt. Even though I can't stop hoping. I don't really feel the urge to share all of this with you, but you read my blog anyway, so it really doesn't matter.
I don't know what to do now, we didn't have any contact in the last few days. He'll be busy with school and his friends.
I wonder if he thinks as much about me as I think about him.
Love,
Rose
Thanx for your reaction on my blog. I couldn't really talk with you, that is one of the reasons we ended. I won't start about what you did to me, I don't want to dig up the past. All I know is that N. listened to me when I needed him to, so I talked with him a lot. And he probably won't come back, because I didn't give him what he needed. He'll be happy. So I have to find a way to handle that. I can't stay focused on my feelings for him, that will only get me hurt. Even though I can't stop hoping. I don't really feel the urge to share all of this with you, but you read my blog anyway, so it really doesn't matter.
I don't know what to do now, we didn't have any contact in the last few days. He'll be busy with school and his friends.
I wonder if he thinks as much about me as I think about him.
Love,
Rose